1 00:00:00,860 --> 00:00:02,329 Previously on Doc. 2 00:00:02,353 --> 00:00:04,709 I had a car accident, lost a lot of my memory. 3 00:00:04,733 --> 00:00:06,476 When you look at him, all you see is the man 4 00:00:06,500 --> 00:00:08,876 who you think let your son die. You have to leave him. 5 00:00:08,900 --> 00:00:11,083 I'm handing over my own rape kit. 6 00:00:11,107 --> 00:00:12,144 No more hiding. 7 00:00:12,168 --> 00:00:13,816 - What'd you tell him? - That you have a thing for him. 8 00:00:13,840 --> 00:00:15,456 Joan knows about the code. 9 00:00:15,480 --> 00:00:18,049 If you both intend to stay here, it ends immediately. 10 00:00:18,073 --> 00:00:20,226 Amy, she's not wrong. This can't happen again. 11 00:00:20,250 --> 00:00:22,156 My father was a doctor here. 12 00:00:22,180 --> 00:00:25,252 If I resign, will you not put any of this in my file? 13 00:00:25,276 --> 00:00:26,936 I've been having memory seizures. 14 00:00:26,960 --> 00:00:30,330 I feel like my brain is trying to warn me. 15 00:00:33,434 --> 00:00:36,476 Okay, just tell me, because I don't understand. 16 00:00:36,500 --> 00:00:38,606 Why are parents of kindergarteners 17 00:00:38,630 --> 00:00:40,316 talking to me about college? 18 00:00:40,340 --> 00:00:43,146 It's like, let your kid master the art of wiping himself 19 00:00:43,170 --> 00:00:45,746 before fantasizing about him at Stanford. 20 00:00:45,770 --> 00:00:47,380 Wh... 21 00:00:49,650 --> 00:00:50,886 Hello?! 22 00:00:50,910 --> 00:00:52,696 You flew in to help with my stressful week! 23 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:53,796 You're not helping! 24 00:00:53,820 --> 00:00:55,856 - Wha... - Excuse me, ladies. 25 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:59,417 She'll have something with alcohol. Dealer's choice. 26 00:01:00,320 --> 00:01:02,778 So, are you planning to see Mom while you're here? 27 00:01:02,802 --> 00:01:04,366 We had a fight. We're not talking. 28 00:01:04,390 --> 00:01:05,766 What did she do this time? 29 00:01:05,790 --> 00:01:08,530 When I tell you, you're gonna die. 30 00:01:09,903 --> 00:01:10,963 Jess? 31 00:01:12,303 --> 00:01:13,703 Jess? 32 00:01:14,833 --> 00:01:21,657 Synced and corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 33 00:01:32,153 --> 00:01:34,929 Mom? Are you okay? 34 00:01:34,953 --> 00:01:36,999 Well, for the last four days, I keep flashing on 35 00:01:37,023 --> 00:01:38,623 that damn snow globe. 36 00:01:41,433 --> 00:01:44,633 - You don't remember it, right? - I don't. 37 00:01:45,503 --> 00:01:47,809 And it doesn't seem like this is helping you. 38 00:01:47,833 --> 00:01:49,833 My mind is trying to tell me something. 39 00:02:00,113 --> 00:02:01,289 Hi, Sweetie. 40 00:02:01,313 --> 00:02:03,483 All right. Can you give Dad a fist bump? 41 00:02:04,883 --> 00:02:05,883 All right. 42 00:02:06,553 --> 00:02:08,623 Let's get you in there. 43 00:02:10,423 --> 00:02:12,239 Heads up, she had three waffles. 44 00:02:12,263 --> 00:02:13,539 And how, exactly, did that happen? 45 00:02:13,563 --> 00:02:15,609 Well, like her mother, she's a persuasive negotiator. 46 00:02:15,633 --> 00:02:17,539 Please. She'd be disbarred in a heartbeat 47 00:02:17,563 --> 00:02:19,509 for never holding up her end of the deal. 48 00:02:19,533 --> 00:02:21,879 Oh, before I forget, would you mind swapping weekends? 49 00:02:21,903 --> 00:02:23,949 David has a work thing, he'd like me to go. 50 00:02:23,973 --> 00:02:25,049 Oh, that sounds exciting. 51 00:02:25,073 --> 00:02:27,289 But if you've got plans, I'll figure it out. 52 00:02:27,313 --> 00:02:30,313 No, no, it's fine. I'm wide open. 53 00:02:31,159 --> 00:02:32,959 Still not seeing anyone? 54 00:02:33,513 --> 00:02:35,229 We've been divorced long enough 55 00:02:35,253 --> 00:02:36,708 to dip a toe in these waters. 56 00:02:36,778 --> 00:02:38,229 Ah, I thought I'd give it another 10 years. 57 00:02:38,253 --> 00:02:40,529 Come on. I still worry about you! 58 00:02:40,553 --> 00:02:43,939 There is somebody, but it's, um... 59 00:02:43,963 --> 00:02:46,239 Some pretty serious obstacles at the moment, so... 60 00:02:46,263 --> 00:02:48,239 - Intriguing. - Yeah. I wish. 61 00:02:48,263 --> 00:02:50,109 You've always been too much of a romantic. 62 00:02:50,133 --> 00:02:51,879 My Achilles heel. 63 00:02:51,903 --> 00:02:53,249 You know what they say: 64 00:02:53,273 --> 00:02:55,379 If you can't be with the one you love, you...? 65 00:02:55,403 --> 00:02:57,373 Yeah, that's more your move. 66 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:10,129 Whoa, whoa. Sorry. 67 00:03:10,153 --> 00:03:11,883 No problem. 68 00:03:13,123 --> 00:03:14,711 - Morning. - Morning. 69 00:03:14,735 --> 00:03:16,499 Haven't seen you in a few days. 70 00:03:16,523 --> 00:03:17,669 Did you want to? 71 00:03:17,693 --> 00:03:20,139 Look, I know this is... it's weird. 72 00:03:20,163 --> 00:03:21,969 Um, so I asked Dr. Ridley to keep us 73 00:03:21,993 --> 00:03:23,733 on different cases for a while. 74 00:03:24,502 --> 00:03:26,278 You're Chief Resident. 75 00:03:26,303 --> 00:03:28,150 Whatever you think is best. 76 00:03:34,813 --> 00:03:37,259 Early in the year for snow globes. 77 00:03:37,701 --> 00:03:40,989 Oh, yeah, I just, um, 78 00:03:41,013 --> 00:03:42,859 uh... Never mind. 79 00:03:42,883 --> 00:03:44,259 No, what? 80 00:03:44,283 --> 00:03:47,369 I've been having these memory hits. 81 00:03:47,393 --> 00:03:49,199 Sometimes I see a person, hear what they're saying 82 00:03:49,223 --> 00:03:52,669 in the past, but sometimes it's just these flashing images. 83 00:03:52,693 --> 00:03:55,409 Memory seizures. I've read about that. 84 00:03:55,433 --> 00:03:57,239 And they may not even be real, right? 85 00:03:57,263 --> 00:03:59,109 The things you think are memories? 86 00:03:59,133 --> 00:04:02,149 Yeah, but the last time, it-it was. 87 00:04:02,173 --> 00:04:03,349 I was able to figure it out. 88 00:04:03,373 --> 00:04:04,979 Must all be so trippy. 89 00:04:05,003 --> 00:04:06,679 Yeah. That's one word for it. 90 00:04:07,147 --> 00:04:09,519 Hey, just so you know, it's 9:06, 91 00:04:09,543 --> 00:04:12,013 and there's someone watching. 92 00:04:16,113 --> 00:04:18,159 So, Amy's back in the saddle, 93 00:04:18,183 --> 00:04:19,629 Joan is running the show, 94 00:04:19,653 --> 00:04:21,399 and everything's settled with you and Nora at home? 95 00:04:21,423 --> 00:04:22,899 Well, if everything's settled with the Board, 96 00:04:22,923 --> 00:04:24,669 is what we really need to be talking about. 97 00:04:24,693 --> 00:04:26,669 We seem to have smoothed things over with UNOS, 98 00:04:26,693 --> 00:04:30,239 so as long as there's no harm, it'll be no foul. 99 00:04:30,263 --> 00:04:33,549 I appreciate whatever you did. 100 00:04:33,573 --> 00:04:37,219 You can repay me by wooing the whale I've got on the line. 101 00:04:37,243 --> 00:04:39,419 - An investor? - High-profile investor 102 00:04:39,443 --> 00:04:42,225 interested in donating at least 10 million. 103 00:04:42,249 --> 00:04:43,559 There are several departments 104 00:04:43,583 --> 00:04:45,513 that could really use an influx of cash... 105 00:04:45,537 --> 00:04:47,399 I want it for Labor and Delivery. 106 00:04:47,423 --> 00:04:50,759 Turning our birthing center into something boutique. 107 00:04:50,783 --> 00:04:52,959 Which would be a real revenue generator for the hospital. 108 00:04:52,983 --> 00:04:55,529 Hi. I was told to come here? 109 00:04:55,553 --> 00:04:57,039 Ah, Dr. Maitra! 110 00:04:57,438 --> 00:04:59,174 Perfect timing. 111 00:04:59,199 --> 00:05:02,428 The donor I told you about just happens to be her father. 112 00:05:02,452 --> 00:05:06,222 Who has specifically requested your presence on today's tour. 113 00:05:06,246 --> 00:05:09,170 He should be here soon. I've already cleared it with Dr. Ridley. 114 00:05:09,194 --> 00:05:11,519 So, have fun. 115 00:05:12,567 --> 00:05:14,686 Oh, and I'd like a check in my hand 116 00:05:14,711 --> 00:05:16,871 by the end of the day. 117 00:05:18,651 --> 00:05:20,187 I just can't believe it. 118 00:05:20,211 --> 00:05:22,027 That has never happened to me before. 119 00:05:22,051 --> 00:05:24,527 In fairness, fainting's supposed to be a surprise. 120 00:05:24,551 --> 00:05:27,667 I just got off with Frank. He's ditched his big conference 121 00:05:27,691 --> 00:05:28,897 and catching the first flight home. 122 00:05:28,921 --> 00:05:31,637 You got one of the last good ones, I think. 123 00:05:31,661 --> 00:05:33,037 Last guy I dated refused to leave 124 00:05:33,061 --> 00:05:34,907 his fantasy football draft when I got a flat tire. 125 00:05:34,931 --> 00:05:36,607 - Ugh. - Mm-hmm. 126 00:05:36,631 --> 00:05:38,477 This is my sister, Casey. 127 00:05:38,501 --> 00:05:40,877 I had a long, very stressful week, 128 00:05:40,901 --> 00:05:44,017 so she flew in from New York for some girl-bonding time 129 00:05:44,041 --> 00:05:45,147 while my husband's out of town. 130 00:05:45,171 --> 00:05:47,017 And we all know, the best bonding happens 131 00:05:47,041 --> 00:05:48,887 in hospitals, right? 132 00:05:50,281 --> 00:05:54,657 Hey. I'm Dr. Heller, I'll be working with Dr. Clark. 133 00:05:54,681 --> 00:05:56,927 Um, do we have a diagnosis? 134 00:05:56,951 --> 00:05:58,997 Looks like a pretty standard vasovagal event. 135 00:05:59,021 --> 00:06:01,167 I'm not even gonna ask what that means. 136 00:06:01,191 --> 00:06:03,767 Sudden nervous system misfire caused a drop in her heart rate 137 00:06:03,791 --> 00:06:05,937 and blood pressure. That's what made her faint. 138 00:06:05,961 --> 00:06:09,007 It's common, usually harmless. We'll do an EKG just to be safe. 139 00:06:09,031 --> 00:06:13,247 Oh, thank you both so much. You're gonna be fine! 140 00:06:13,271 --> 00:06:16,401 Yeah, I know. Do you think I'm deaf? 141 00:06:17,511 --> 00:06:18,987 I'm right here. 142 00:06:19,011 --> 00:06:20,757 And, I would argue, more invested 143 00:06:20,781 --> 00:06:23,017 in my doctor's prognosis than you are. 144 00:06:23,041 --> 00:06:25,727 Okay, I-I just wanted to make sure you're... 145 00:06:25,751 --> 00:06:27,157 Do you want to give me an EKG? 146 00:06:27,181 --> 00:06:30,157 Doctors, can my sister give me an EKG? 147 00:06:30,181 --> 00:06:31,797 She loves getting overly involved in my life. 148 00:06:31,821 --> 00:06:33,767 - Jess! - Unfortunately, there is some 149 00:06:33,791 --> 00:06:35,397 training involved. Any cardiac ectopy? 150 00:06:35,421 --> 00:06:38,107 None. Normal sinus rhythm since I've been here. 151 00:06:38,131 --> 00:06:39,637 No! Jess! 152 00:06:39,661 --> 00:06:41,007 - What the hell?! - Hold on, hold on. 153 00:06:41,031 --> 00:06:45,007 - Don't touch her. - My apartment, my rules, Casey! 154 00:06:45,031 --> 00:06:47,241 - What is happening? - She's asleep. 155 00:06:47,641 --> 00:06:49,168 She's fully asleep right now. 156 00:06:49,192 --> 00:06:50,617 I am taking back control! 157 00:06:50,641 --> 00:06:53,717 You are my guest, so start acting like it! 158 00:06:54,260 --> 00:06:56,500 We'll set up a sleep study ASAP. 159 00:06:57,611 --> 00:06:59,187 I'm sorry, I should've caught that. 160 00:06:59,211 --> 00:07:00,797 Don't worry. It was a very subtle shift. 161 00:07:00,821 --> 00:07:02,197 You're a first-year resident. 162 00:07:02,221 --> 00:07:04,927 I hope Dr. Ridley doesn't hear I missed something so big. 163 00:07:04,951 --> 00:07:06,938 I swear I'll be on top of it next time. 164 00:07:06,962 --> 00:07:08,960 Hannah, there's gonna be plenty you don't know. 165 00:07:08,984 --> 00:07:11,207 There are still things I don't know, and I'm Chief Resident. 166 00:07:11,598 --> 00:07:15,368 It's gonna be okay. Our job here is to teach you, not scare you. 167 00:07:17,771 --> 00:07:19,547 It came on faster than usual, 168 00:07:19,571 --> 00:07:21,277 but the moment Sal started acting like an insane person... 169 00:07:21,301 --> 00:07:24,817 Dawn, Dawn, you're making it sound worse than it was. 170 00:07:24,841 --> 00:07:26,217 You made Missy cry. 171 00:07:26,241 --> 00:07:28,387 He called our spin instructor a size-four monster, 172 00:07:28,411 --> 00:07:30,887 but she's really a size two, so it was a thing. 173 00:07:30,911 --> 00:07:34,227 Anyway, like the doctor told me, I poured two packets of sugar 174 00:07:34,251 --> 00:07:37,127 into a bottle of orange juice, made him drink it. 175 00:07:37,151 --> 00:07:39,597 And, for like 30 seconds, he was normal. 176 00:07:39,621 --> 00:07:41,367 But then he started seizing. 177 00:07:41,391 --> 00:07:43,607 I was terrified, so I called 911. 178 00:07:43,631 --> 00:07:44,867 Two units on board. 179 00:07:45,115 --> 00:07:46,737 Did you eat before spin class? 180 00:07:46,761 --> 00:07:48,837 I put a cookies-and-cream protein bar in his bag, 181 00:07:48,861 --> 00:07:50,007 but, of course, he didn't eat it. 182 00:07:50,031 --> 00:07:52,171 It tastes more like cookies-and-drywall. 183 00:07:52,631 --> 00:07:56,377 Look, I get why my blood sugar was low. But why did I seize? 184 00:07:56,401 --> 00:07:59,247 It sounds like you overexerted yourself on an empty stomach 185 00:07:59,271 --> 00:08:01,587 and that caused the hypoglycemic crash. 186 00:08:01,611 --> 00:08:04,127 Dawn, OJ was the right call. 187 00:08:04,151 --> 00:08:06,587 But you might have overshot the mark with the sugar. 188 00:08:06,611 --> 00:08:09,097 So, we've given you a small dose of insulin, 189 00:08:09,121 --> 00:08:10,567 and that should bring your sugar down. 190 00:08:10,591 --> 00:08:12,597 And you should be stable in a minute. 191 00:08:12,621 --> 00:08:13,837 Thank you, Doctor. 192 00:08:13,861 --> 00:08:16,737 So, you were diagnosed with diabetes eight months ago. 193 00:08:16,761 --> 00:08:20,507 Can I ask you if you've made any changes to your diet? 194 00:08:20,531 --> 00:08:21,895 Not just his diet, 195 00:08:21,919 --> 00:08:24,747 we overhauled his entire lifestyle. Both of ours. 196 00:08:24,771 --> 00:08:26,862 Last six months, we've been eating clean 197 00:08:26,886 --> 00:08:28,065 and working out every day. 198 00:08:28,089 --> 00:08:29,977 We each lost about 10 pounds and when we plateaued, 199 00:08:30,001 --> 00:08:31,987 our doctor recommended Ozempic. 200 00:08:32,011 --> 00:08:33,717 Are you a diabetic too? 201 00:08:33,741 --> 00:08:35,457 No, but it's a godsend. 202 00:08:35,481 --> 00:08:37,857 For her. Not so much for me. 203 00:08:37,881 --> 00:08:40,481 We'll find the right dose, sweetie. 204 00:08:41,121 --> 00:08:42,727 I don't, I don't feel right. 205 00:08:42,751 --> 00:08:44,259 Sal, what's happening? 206 00:08:44,283 --> 00:08:45,767 Sal, what's happening? 207 00:08:45,791 --> 00:08:49,061 - Excuse me. - Heart rate's low. Weak pulse. 208 00:08:49,591 --> 00:08:51,867 Blood sugar's at 45? 209 00:08:51,891 --> 00:08:53,977 - But you only gave him... - Two units. 210 00:08:54,001 --> 00:08:55,807 Okay, well, that's not enough to drop it that low. 211 00:08:55,831 --> 00:08:59,171 - Get the D50! - Sal?! Oh, my God. Sal! 212 00:08:59,601 --> 00:09:01,201 Sal? Hold on. 213 00:09:10,882 --> 00:09:12,587 I guess she's not coming. 214 00:09:12,611 --> 00:09:14,597 The time is still yours, Katie. 215 00:09:14,621 --> 00:09:16,327 Anything you want to share? 216 00:09:16,351 --> 00:09:18,097 Not really. 217 00:09:18,121 --> 00:09:19,967 You know you can say anything. 218 00:09:19,991 --> 00:09:22,197 There's nothing to say, Dad. Not without her here. 219 00:09:22,221 --> 00:09:24,407 Katie, please. 220 00:09:24,431 --> 00:09:27,077 When you keep things inside, it's so bad for you. 221 00:09:27,101 --> 00:09:28,977 Fine! 222 00:09:29,001 --> 00:09:30,847 She came home last night while he was helping me 223 00:09:30,871 --> 00:09:32,677 with homework, and walked right by us 224 00:09:32,701 --> 00:09:34,341 like we weren't even there. 225 00:09:35,266 --> 00:09:36,977 I know that must have been very painful... 226 00:09:37,001 --> 00:09:38,717 Then he tells me, "She'll come around." 227 00:09:38,741 --> 00:09:40,017 After two years! 228 00:09:40,334 --> 00:09:42,134 He's still making excuses for her. 229 00:09:45,056 --> 00:09:46,796 Michael? 230 00:09:47,056 --> 00:09:48,702 I'm sorry. 231 00:09:48,726 --> 00:09:50,672 - I didn't mean to minimize... - You just keep acting like 232 00:09:50,696 --> 00:09:54,306 what's happening isn't real! How is that gonna help?! 233 00:10:22,626 --> 00:10:25,272 The insulin dose we gave him shouldn't have caused his sugar 234 00:10:25,296 --> 00:10:27,442 to crash like that, which tells me the orange juice 235 00:10:27,466 --> 00:10:29,712 and sugar wasn't the cause of his earlier spike. 236 00:10:29,736 --> 00:10:31,782 Glucose is 122. Back in the safe zone. 237 00:10:31,806 --> 00:10:33,182 What is going on with him? 238 00:10:33,206 --> 00:10:35,452 He has something called brittle diabetes, 239 00:10:35,476 --> 00:10:38,452 which means that his blood sugar swings wildly; 240 00:10:38,476 --> 00:10:40,992 it can crash or spike without warning. 241 00:10:41,016 --> 00:10:43,610 For him to survive, we need to keep it in a very tight range. 242 00:10:43,634 --> 00:10:45,032 "For him to survive"? 243 00:10:45,056 --> 00:10:47,132 He's walking a tightrope. 244 00:10:47,156 --> 00:10:49,002 The only way to stop it is to figure out 245 00:10:49,026 --> 00:10:50,472 what's messing with his metabolism. 246 00:10:50,496 --> 00:10:52,272 Let's get a CT scan, stat. 247 00:10:52,296 --> 00:10:53,656 I'll call radiology. 248 00:10:54,866 --> 00:10:58,042 I've never done anything in my sleep but snore. 249 00:10:58,066 --> 00:10:59,412 Frank would've told me. 250 00:10:59,436 --> 00:11:01,182 This can come on suddenly. 251 00:11:01,206 --> 00:11:03,442 God, what if it's a brain tumor? 252 00:11:03,466 --> 00:11:04,712 'Kay, I know you can't help it, 253 00:11:04,736 --> 00:11:06,882 but let's not jump to worst-case scenarios. 254 00:11:06,906 --> 00:11:08,822 Casey is right. There's plenty of other explanations, 255 00:11:08,846 --> 00:11:10,382 and most are far less serious than a tumor, 256 00:11:10,406 --> 00:11:12,452 but the sleep study will give us a clearer idea 257 00:11:12,476 --> 00:11:13,792 of what's going on, okay? 258 00:11:13,816 --> 00:11:16,816 When you wake up, we'll have some answers. Okay? 259 00:11:20,186 --> 00:11:22,656 So where do we go while we wait? 260 00:11:23,726 --> 00:11:27,542 Um... well, I've got other patients to take care of, 261 00:11:27,566 --> 00:11:31,172 but the, uh, the waiting room, that's probably your best bet. 262 00:11:31,196 --> 00:11:32,712 That makes sense. 263 00:11:32,736 --> 00:11:35,182 What with me not being a doctor and all. 264 00:11:35,206 --> 00:11:37,652 But I'll let you know as soon as I know anything. 265 00:11:37,676 --> 00:11:39,276 Okay. 266 00:11:43,076 --> 00:11:45,022 Sorry you got dragged into this. 267 00:11:45,046 --> 00:11:46,552 It's fine. I'm happy to help. 268 00:11:46,576 --> 00:11:49,162 I looked him up quickly. He's quite a philanthropist. 269 00:11:49,186 --> 00:11:50,592 Yeah, he's a really good guy. 270 00:11:50,616 --> 00:11:53,162 You've been here almost four years. 271 00:11:53,186 --> 00:11:55,132 Any idea why he's doing this now? 272 00:11:55,156 --> 00:11:58,932 No, we don't really talk about his agendas. 273 00:11:58,956 --> 00:12:00,072 And here he is. 274 00:12:00,096 --> 00:12:01,666 My Sonya. 275 00:12:03,596 --> 00:12:06,072 Dad, this is Dr. Michael Hamda, 276 00:12:06,096 --> 00:12:07,582 our Chief Medical Officer. 277 00:12:07,606 --> 00:12:09,712 Max was singing your praises. Pleasure to meet you. 278 00:12:09,736 --> 00:12:13,152 The pleasure's mine. And thank you for your interest in Obstetrics. 279 00:12:13,176 --> 00:12:14,722 Yes, Max suggested it was the department 280 00:12:14,746 --> 00:12:16,882 where I could truly make an impact. 281 00:12:16,906 --> 00:12:18,376 This way then? 282 00:12:22,316 --> 00:12:24,162 I heard your patient seized. 283 00:12:24,186 --> 00:12:25,862 I reversed it with a D50 bolus. 284 00:12:25,886 --> 00:12:28,702 Hyperglycemia right on the heels of hypoglycemia? 285 00:12:28,726 --> 00:12:31,202 I'm surprised brittle diabetes wasn't your first thought. 286 00:12:31,226 --> 00:12:33,402 It was on the list. But he eats well, 287 00:12:33,426 --> 00:12:35,742 he exercises, he's even on Ozempic, 288 00:12:35,766 --> 00:12:37,842 so something's not adding up. I'm scanning 289 00:12:37,866 --> 00:12:41,312 for a pancreatic mass. Possibly an exocrine tumor. 290 00:12:41,336 --> 00:12:42,542 Well, that'd be a hoot. 291 00:12:42,566 --> 00:12:44,852 I haven't seen one of those in 30 years. 292 00:12:44,876 --> 00:12:47,722 GLP-1's can mask a lot of underlying issues. 293 00:12:47,746 --> 00:12:51,052 Yes. And this new fad of using them for weight loss 294 00:12:51,076 --> 00:12:52,252 is a ticking time bomb. 295 00:12:52,276 --> 00:12:53,552 Still, doctors hand them out 296 00:12:53,576 --> 00:12:56,122 like fun-size Butterfingers at Halloween. 297 00:12:56,146 --> 00:12:58,792 They can be very effective when used properly. 298 00:12:58,816 --> 00:13:01,462 They're a shortcut. Patients end up like a scarecrow 299 00:13:01,486 --> 00:13:03,562 and then balloon again the second they go off the meds. 300 00:13:03,586 --> 00:13:05,732 I wish the Danes would manufacture a pill 301 00:13:05,756 --> 00:13:08,042 that made people more disciplined instead. 302 00:13:08,066 --> 00:13:09,572 That is a bit reductive. 303 00:13:09,596 --> 00:13:12,442 They reset maladaptive appetite triggers 304 00:13:12,466 --> 00:13:15,182 so that willpower has a chance against biology. 305 00:13:15,206 --> 00:13:16,842 They're a crutch. Even with a Higher Power, 306 00:13:16,866 --> 00:13:19,482 alcoholics have to choose to stop drinking. 307 00:13:19,506 --> 00:13:21,282 The switch gets flipped only when they flip it. 308 00:13:21,306 --> 00:13:22,722 Free will is an illusion. 309 00:13:22,746 --> 00:13:26,422 We're all just molecular checkers floating in the abyss. 310 00:13:26,446 --> 00:13:30,146 Acting like gods, but utterly powerless over our destinies. 311 00:13:30,616 --> 00:13:32,892 Darrin's our resident philosopher. 312 00:13:32,916 --> 00:13:35,002 Bit of a nihilist, apparently. 313 00:13:36,956 --> 00:13:40,032 Hm. Pancreas is clear. No tumor. 314 00:13:40,056 --> 00:13:42,572 Okay. It's 10 years ago. 3 AM your time. 315 00:13:42,596 --> 00:13:45,342 I have just called from Nepal because I can't figure this out. 316 00:13:45,366 --> 00:13:47,582 There's no judgment. No boss. 317 00:13:47,606 --> 00:13:49,912 Just a sick patient and two old friends. 318 00:13:49,936 --> 00:13:51,582 What do you tell me to do? 319 00:13:51,606 --> 00:13:55,482 A small bowel aspirate and a methane breath test. 320 00:13:55,506 --> 00:13:56,778 SIBO. 321 00:13:58,016 --> 00:14:00,376 Not bad, Dr. Larsen. Not bad at all. 322 00:14:08,156 --> 00:14:09,902 Positive methane breath test 323 00:14:09,926 --> 00:14:11,472 confirmed by a small bowel aspirate. 324 00:14:11,496 --> 00:14:13,302 It's a SIBO infection, all right. 325 00:14:13,326 --> 00:14:15,468 - Huh. - Don't know how you saw that coming. 326 00:14:15,492 --> 00:14:17,172 It was a team effort. 327 00:14:17,196 --> 00:14:19,812 Hm. Also, check out his triglycerides. 328 00:14:19,836 --> 00:14:21,506 They're through the roof. 329 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:23,912 Are you sure these are right? 330 00:14:23,936 --> 00:14:27,452 - Mm-hmm. - Okay. Tests confirmed 331 00:14:27,476 --> 00:14:30,022 Sal has a SIBO infection. 332 00:14:30,046 --> 00:14:32,292 Which explains the brittle diabetes, 333 00:14:32,316 --> 00:14:33,692 the blood sugar swings. 334 00:14:33,716 --> 00:14:37,432 It's rare, but, uh, it can be treated with antibiotics. 335 00:14:37,456 --> 00:14:39,992 Oh. But why did it happen? 336 00:14:40,016 --> 00:14:42,932 Underlying causes are usually dietary. 337 00:14:42,956 --> 00:14:45,202 What do you mean "dietary"? 338 00:14:45,226 --> 00:14:48,742 Um, excess processed carbs, fatty foods... 339 00:14:48,766 --> 00:14:51,766 That doesn't make sense. He's been eating so well. 340 00:14:52,296 --> 00:14:54,706 I'm afraid that's not what the bloodwork shows. 341 00:14:56,766 --> 00:14:58,376 Sal? 342 00:14:58,836 --> 00:15:00,536 What did you do? 343 00:15:01,076 --> 00:15:02,746 I've been cheating. 344 00:15:03,046 --> 00:15:04,182 With fast food, donuts. 345 00:15:04,206 --> 00:15:06,416 Pretty much anything I pass on the way home. 346 00:15:07,216 --> 00:15:09,462 But you couldn't have eaten much. The Ozempic... 347 00:15:09,486 --> 00:15:11,432 I stopped taking it four months ago. 348 00:15:11,456 --> 00:15:14,332 It made me nauseous and miserable, 349 00:15:14,356 --> 00:15:16,762 and then when I stopped taking it, I was always hungry, 350 00:15:16,786 --> 00:15:18,132 so I started sneaking. 351 00:15:18,156 --> 00:15:19,702 Going to drive-thrus. 352 00:15:19,726 --> 00:15:23,266 Pay cash. Leave the wrappers in the neighbor's trash bin. 353 00:15:24,166 --> 00:15:27,666 You've been doing all that behind my back? 354 00:15:29,666 --> 00:15:31,676 I need some air. 355 00:15:34,606 --> 00:15:36,582 I know I shouldn't eat like that. 356 00:15:36,606 --> 00:15:39,022 But when I'm tired or I'm stressed, 357 00:15:39,046 --> 00:15:41,022 - I lose control. - I get it. 358 00:15:41,046 --> 00:15:43,022 Food's all I think about. 359 00:15:43,046 --> 00:15:44,916 It's all I care about. 360 00:15:45,356 --> 00:15:47,162 There is something wrong with me. 361 00:15:47,186 --> 00:15:49,332 There's nothing's wrong with you, Sal. 362 00:15:49,356 --> 00:15:51,872 Whether it's food or work or alcohol, 363 00:15:51,896 --> 00:15:55,172 everyone has something that slips out of control. 364 00:15:55,196 --> 00:15:57,642 But that doesn't mean you can't take back control. 365 00:15:57,666 --> 00:16:00,042 How? I'm obsessed. 366 00:16:00,066 --> 00:16:01,812 You need to have the right support. 367 00:16:01,836 --> 00:16:04,452 - Dawn's been supporting me. - Dawn is your wife. 368 00:16:04,476 --> 00:16:07,922 She can't also be your coach, your dietician, your trainer. 369 00:16:07,946 --> 00:16:10,122 Let me bring in a professional. 370 00:16:10,146 --> 00:16:11,876 Yes, please. 371 00:16:14,027 --> 00:16:15,516 I need this to stop. 372 00:16:21,356 --> 00:16:24,432 Can you paint me a picture of what $10 million could achieve? 373 00:16:24,456 --> 00:16:27,402 Well, that could fund private recovery suites, 374 00:16:27,426 --> 00:16:28,812 cutting-edge neonatal tech, 375 00:16:28,836 --> 00:16:31,512 the kind of upgrades that turn hospitals into headlines. 376 00:16:31,536 --> 00:16:33,072 Hm. 377 00:16:33,096 --> 00:16:35,936 Shona, show me where you work. 378 00:16:36,436 --> 00:16:38,212 - You mean, um... - Internal Medicine. 379 00:16:38,236 --> 00:16:40,052 I'd like to see it. 380 00:16:40,076 --> 00:16:41,622 If you really want bang for your buck, 381 00:16:41,646 --> 00:16:43,182 there's a much more expansive role 382 00:16:43,206 --> 00:16:44,192 that money could play there. 383 00:16:44,216 --> 00:16:45,892 I'd be curious to know about it. 384 00:16:45,916 --> 00:16:47,392 But in any case, I want to see 385 00:16:47,416 --> 00:16:49,346 where my daughter spends all her time. 386 00:16:51,686 --> 00:16:52,816 Follow me. 387 00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:56,662 No, don't you dare, Frank! 388 00:16:56,686 --> 00:17:00,172 My mother may be a narcissist, but yours is a stalker! 389 00:17:00,196 --> 00:17:01,872 Oh, this is getting good. 390 00:17:01,896 --> 00:17:07,142 Why did Casey buy me jeans just to make me feel bad? 391 00:17:07,166 --> 00:17:09,012 I gave you those jeans cause when I wore them, 392 00:17:09,036 --> 00:17:10,582 - you said you loved them! - I couldn't tell 393 00:17:10,606 --> 00:17:12,182 - they were high-waisted! - So? 394 00:17:12,206 --> 00:17:13,582 Casey knows I can't 395 00:17:13,606 --> 00:17:17,022 do high-waisted with my short torso! 396 00:17:17,046 --> 00:17:18,546 Liz. 397 00:17:19,416 --> 00:17:21,922 Well, at least we know you sleep talk the truth. 398 00:17:21,946 --> 00:17:24,132 There's also some good news on the medical front: 399 00:17:24,156 --> 00:17:25,992 It's not a tumor. 400 00:17:26,016 --> 00:17:27,062 So, what is it? 401 00:17:27,086 --> 00:17:28,462 Looks like temporal lobe epilepsy. 402 00:17:28,486 --> 00:17:30,032 It's a part of your brain, 403 00:17:30,056 --> 00:17:32,172 it processes emotion, memory, language. 404 00:17:32,196 --> 00:17:33,872 Anything stressful going on lately? 405 00:17:33,896 --> 00:17:36,042 Yeah, she just finished two weeks of brutal 406 00:17:36,066 --> 00:17:38,272 - parent-teacher meetings. - It's that bad? 407 00:17:38,296 --> 00:17:40,572 Have you met the parents of a kindergartener 408 00:17:40,596 --> 00:17:43,712 in private school? No matter what their kid does, 409 00:17:43,736 --> 00:17:46,052 they interpret it as the misunderstood behavior 410 00:17:46,076 --> 00:17:47,722 - of a genius. - Yeah, I think I might be one 411 00:17:47,746 --> 00:17:50,876 of those parents. My daughter, she's finishing up kindergarten now. 412 00:17:51,216 --> 00:17:53,292 Well, since you're a doctor, 413 00:17:53,316 --> 00:17:56,386 I'd buy that your kid could be a genius, right? 414 00:17:58,416 --> 00:18:00,762 So, Jess, we're gonna get you started 415 00:18:00,786 --> 00:18:02,032 on an anti-epileptic. 416 00:18:02,056 --> 00:18:04,472 We'll monitor, adjust the dose from there. 417 00:18:04,496 --> 00:18:05,656 Thank you. 418 00:18:07,456 --> 00:18:11,142 He wasn't wearing a ring, I just assumed he was single! 419 00:18:11,166 --> 00:18:14,042 Hello?! I have epilepsy! 420 00:18:14,066 --> 00:18:16,042 Jess, I know the word sounds scary, 421 00:18:16,066 --> 00:18:17,612 but this form is very treatable. 422 00:18:17,636 --> 00:18:19,182 And with the right meds, there's a good chance 423 00:18:19,206 --> 00:18:20,936 you won't even notice it. 424 00:18:21,376 --> 00:18:23,776 Uh, just so you know, he's divorced. 425 00:18:29,346 --> 00:18:32,662 And down here, we have the Internal Medicine office 426 00:18:32,686 --> 00:18:36,062 with an all-purpose space. And here, we have Dr Larsen... 427 00:18:36,086 --> 00:18:37,932 Ah, Dr. Larsen. 428 00:18:37,956 --> 00:18:40,172 We met at the fundraiser three years ago. 429 00:18:40,196 --> 00:18:42,696 Right after Sonya started as an intern. 430 00:18:43,196 --> 00:18:45,312 I'm, I'm so sorry, I don't... 431 00:18:45,336 --> 00:18:47,912 I'm sure all businessmen in suits blur together, 432 00:18:47,936 --> 00:18:50,182 but you were very kind about Sonya. 433 00:18:50,206 --> 00:18:52,012 Well, she's an excellent doctor. 434 00:18:52,036 --> 00:18:54,552 She would've been excellent at anything she chose to do, 435 00:18:54,576 --> 00:18:58,322 but I'm very proud she chose this selfless profession. 436 00:18:58,346 --> 00:18:59,422 Mr. Maitra's considering 437 00:18:59,446 --> 00:19:01,192 a sizable donation for Obstetrics. 438 00:19:01,216 --> 00:19:04,593 Oh, great, though we could really use support in this department. 439 00:19:04,617 --> 00:19:06,862 Exactly what I was telling him. 440 00:19:06,886 --> 00:19:08,650 Please, don't let me keep you. 441 00:19:08,674 --> 00:19:10,386 - It was nice to see you again. - You too. 442 00:19:11,801 --> 00:19:13,672 Well, this was very edifying. 443 00:19:13,696 --> 00:19:16,663 Thank you for such a comprehensive tour, Dr. Hamda. 444 00:19:16,687 --> 00:19:18,889 Our pleasure. Uh, please, 445 00:19:18,913 --> 00:19:20,661 let me know if you have any other questions or... 446 00:19:20,685 --> 00:19:22,712 If you wouldn't mind, could I steal Sonya away 447 00:19:22,736 --> 00:19:24,912 - for a quick lunch? - Oh, I really can't. 448 00:19:24,936 --> 00:19:26,182 I have so many patients... 449 00:19:26,206 --> 00:19:28,052 But I understood that Dr. Ridley 450 00:19:28,076 --> 00:19:29,422 had excused your absence. 451 00:19:29,446 --> 00:19:32,322 No, actually. She just texted me. I... 452 00:19:32,346 --> 00:19:34,346 She really needs me back. 453 00:19:34,916 --> 00:19:38,262 Ah, I understand. Of course. 454 00:19:38,286 --> 00:19:41,032 Your mother would love to see you this week for dinner if you're able. 455 00:19:41,582 --> 00:19:43,452 I'll let you know. 456 00:19:44,545 --> 00:19:46,711 I'm gonna get back to work. 457 00:19:50,695 --> 00:19:53,195 Please. Right this way. 458 00:19:55,072 --> 00:19:56,748 - Where's Sal? - I went downstairs 459 00:19:56,772 --> 00:19:58,948 to get a coffee. Thought you took him for tests. 460 00:19:58,972 --> 00:20:00,488 No. 461 00:20:00,512 --> 00:20:02,842 Is there a vending machine on this floor? 462 00:20:09,382 --> 00:20:10,598 What the hell is wrong with you? 463 00:20:10,622 --> 00:20:12,128 We're in a hospital! 464 00:20:12,152 --> 00:20:14,568 All because you won't stop eating garbage 465 00:20:14,592 --> 00:20:16,698 that's gonna kill you! And, and what about me? 466 00:20:16,722 --> 00:20:19,362 What am I supposed to do if something happens to you? 467 00:20:20,092 --> 00:20:21,268 I messed up. 468 00:20:21,292 --> 00:20:24,202 I'm not gonna stand here and watch you kill yourself! 469 00:20:24,632 --> 00:20:27,372 - I'm sorry. - I'm done with you. 470 00:20:29,542 --> 00:20:31,218 Dawn! 471 00:20:31,242 --> 00:20:33,112 - Dawn! - Honey? 472 00:20:33,872 --> 00:20:36,458 Is she okay? Dawn! Dawn! 473 00:20:36,482 --> 00:20:38,128 - Dawn, honey! - Need a crash cart now! 474 00:20:38,152 --> 00:20:40,058 - Got it. - What's happening to her? 475 00:20:40,082 --> 00:20:41,212 What's happening? 476 00:20:43,982 --> 00:20:47,721 When parents are unified, it provides stability for the kids. 477 00:20:47,745 --> 00:20:49,338 But when they have different ideas, 478 00:20:49,362 --> 00:20:50,868 it can get tough. 479 00:20:50,892 --> 00:20:55,508 Sometimes one parent feels like they have to defend the other 480 00:20:55,532 --> 00:20:56,932 to maintain that stability. 481 00:20:57,862 --> 00:21:00,372 What I heard you say last week, Katie, 482 00:21:01,372 --> 00:21:02,748 is that you want your Dad 483 00:21:02,772 --> 00:21:04,812 to start telling more of his truth. 484 00:21:05,512 --> 00:21:07,242 I don't think he can do that. 485 00:21:08,242 --> 00:21:09,710 Michael? 486 00:21:12,412 --> 00:21:15,498 I really don't want to start bad-mouthing your mother. I... 487 00:21:15,522 --> 00:21:17,852 Katie. Katie! 488 00:21:22,892 --> 00:21:24,838 I understand how you feel... 489 00:21:24,862 --> 00:21:28,202 No, you're just doing the same thing over and over again! 490 00:21:28,502 --> 00:21:30,838 Michael. She needs you to say 491 00:21:30,862 --> 00:21:32,878 you don't like how Amy's acting. 492 00:21:32,902 --> 00:21:36,802 That you know Amy's hurting her and it's not right. 493 00:21:39,242 --> 00:21:40,842 It's not right. 494 00:21:44,182 --> 00:21:45,782 It's not right. 495 00:21:52,922 --> 00:21:55,198 I'm not here to pressure you. 496 00:21:55,222 --> 00:21:56,598 - No? - No. 497 00:21:56,622 --> 00:21:59,262 I want to know what's going on so I can help you. 498 00:22:02,602 --> 00:22:04,662 You remember Ravi Dahr? 499 00:22:06,679 --> 00:22:10,089 Well, he's the son of my father's business partner. 500 00:22:10,502 --> 00:22:13,018 And when he attacked me, 501 00:22:13,042 --> 00:22:15,912 my mother was the only one I told. 502 00:22:16,612 --> 00:22:20,712 She made me promise never to tell anyone else. 503 00:22:21,452 --> 00:22:23,222 And I kept that promise. 504 00:22:23,982 --> 00:22:25,692 For five years. 505 00:22:26,922 --> 00:22:31,832 But when Ravi was arrested, it all came out. 506 00:22:32,892 --> 00:22:36,338 Let's just say, my father's reaction 507 00:22:36,362 --> 00:22:40,072 hasn't been what I would have liked. 508 00:22:40,502 --> 00:22:41,618 He blames you? 509 00:22:41,642 --> 00:22:43,778 He just can't face it. 510 00:22:44,109 --> 00:22:46,049 Neither of them can. 511 00:22:46,512 --> 00:22:48,912 They certainly don't wanna talk about it. 512 00:22:49,588 --> 00:22:51,458 So you don't see them. 513 00:22:53,912 --> 00:22:57,128 I've been working very hard in therapy to sort out 514 00:22:57,152 --> 00:23:00,198 what I'm gonna say, how I'm gonna say it, 515 00:23:00,222 --> 00:23:01,998 and when I'll be ready to. 516 00:23:02,022 --> 00:23:06,068 And it's not gonna be at lunch in the hospital cafeteria 517 00:23:06,092 --> 00:23:08,332 or dinner this week. 518 00:23:10,132 --> 00:23:12,608 I am so sorry you were put in this position. 519 00:23:12,632 --> 00:23:14,748 You know, I put myself through med school 520 00:23:14,772 --> 00:23:16,618 so I wouldn't be beholden to them. 521 00:23:17,213 --> 00:23:20,118 So this just feels beyond gross. 522 00:23:20,142 --> 00:23:22,488 Him coming in here with his money, 523 00:23:22,512 --> 00:23:24,958 trying to lift his leg on my territory. 524 00:23:24,982 --> 00:23:27,998 Is it possible he's just desperate 525 00:23:28,022 --> 00:23:29,998 to find a way to make it up to you? 526 00:23:30,022 --> 00:23:31,468 You're telling me to forgive him. 527 00:23:31,492 --> 00:23:33,468 Absolutely not. It's not my place 528 00:23:33,492 --> 00:23:35,168 - to tell you anything. - You are my boss. 529 00:23:35,192 --> 00:23:37,092 Not right now I'm not. 530 00:23:39,392 --> 00:23:43,332 It just, it feels like this might be an opportunity for you. 531 00:23:44,202 --> 00:23:45,832 To let him have it. 532 00:23:46,502 --> 00:23:48,372 Give him a chance to step up. 533 00:23:50,142 --> 00:23:51,888 I know how it feels... 534 00:23:51,912 --> 00:23:53,718 to have your family torn apart 535 00:23:53,742 --> 00:23:56,112 because it's too hard to deal with grief. 536 00:23:56,882 --> 00:23:59,682 The only way through it is through it. 537 00:24:02,841 --> 00:24:03,818 What happened? 538 00:24:03,843 --> 00:24:06,598 Her heart decompensated due to malnutrition. 539 00:24:07,012 --> 00:24:09,968 She lost 26% of her body weight 540 00:24:09,992 --> 00:24:13,168 in two months. Thanks to GLP-1s. 541 00:24:13,192 --> 00:24:14,878 The abuse of GLP-1s. 542 00:24:14,902 --> 00:24:16,608 We need to reintroduce nutrition slowly 543 00:24:16,632 --> 00:24:19,578 to avoid re-feeding syndrome. 544 00:24:19,602 --> 00:24:21,578 And you have to get her to stop the meds. 545 00:24:21,602 --> 00:24:23,878 Whatever she was hoping for when she started this, 546 00:24:23,902 --> 00:24:26,242 this can't be the ending that she wanted. 547 00:24:28,412 --> 00:24:32,116 Jess is sleeping. I ran a loading dose of Keppra, 548 00:24:32,141 --> 00:24:33,777 checked the levels. 549 00:24:33,802 --> 00:24:36,488 It's in the therapeutic range, so I feel good about it. 550 00:24:36,512 --> 00:24:38,418 - Good job, Dr. Clark. - Did you know that 551 00:24:38,442 --> 00:24:40,488 Casey's a makeup artist to the stars? 552 00:24:40,512 --> 00:24:43,088 She's done everyone from Lady Gaga to Zendaya. 553 00:24:43,112 --> 00:24:44,341 How cool is that? 554 00:24:44,365 --> 00:24:46,522 That's, that's good to know. 555 00:24:48,722 --> 00:24:51,398 I need you to help me convince Jess to quit teaching. 556 00:24:51,422 --> 00:24:53,768 Because if stress lowers the seizure threshold, 557 00:24:53,792 --> 00:24:55,138 I think it's just... 558 00:24:55,162 --> 00:24:57,308 It's too risky of a job, and I don't want her seizing 559 00:24:57,332 --> 00:24:59,008 every time it's parent-teacher week. 560 00:24:59,032 --> 00:25:01,138 So, here's the thing with temporal lobe epilepsy, 561 00:25:01,162 --> 00:25:03,848 it's not just about triggers. It's the cumulative load. 562 00:25:03,872 --> 00:25:05,248 It's, it's, it's the tonnage. 563 00:25:05,272 --> 00:25:08,118 - Okay. - And, you know having her 564 00:25:08,142 --> 00:25:10,388 extremely charismatic, impossible-to-ignore sister 565 00:25:10,412 --> 00:25:12,288 show up when she's already had a very stressful week... 566 00:25:12,312 --> 00:25:15,388 I'm sorry, are you saying I gave my sister epilepsy? 567 00:25:15,412 --> 00:25:17,888 No, no, of course not. Epilepsy is something she has. 568 00:25:17,912 --> 00:25:19,652 But I am saying that... 569 00:25:20,552 --> 00:25:22,998 standing next to you, someone who fills every room 570 00:25:23,022 --> 00:25:24,628 she walks into, that could be taking a toll 571 00:25:24,652 --> 00:25:25,892 on Jess that she just... 572 00:25:26,192 --> 00:25:28,168 she hasn't fully processed yet. 573 00:25:28,192 --> 00:25:30,238 Jess and I aren't like that. 574 00:25:30,262 --> 00:25:32,738 You obviously know nothing about our relationship. 575 00:25:32,762 --> 00:25:33,838 - I don't... - Jess? 576 00:25:33,862 --> 00:25:36,279 - I always knew you were the favorite. - Oh God. 577 00:25:36,303 --> 00:25:38,118 The fun, successful sister. 578 00:25:38,142 --> 00:25:39,818 I made my peace with that. 579 00:25:39,842 --> 00:25:41,248 Let's get you back to your room. 580 00:25:41,272 --> 00:25:43,612 But you don't get to steal my doctor. 581 00:25:52,582 --> 00:25:54,482 Okay. Maybe you're right. 582 00:25:55,552 --> 00:25:58,428 - Is she okay? - She's fine. She's stable. 583 00:25:58,452 --> 00:26:01,508 But she needs help. She's been starving herself. 584 00:26:01,532 --> 00:26:05,278 It's my fault. I lied. I binged. 585 00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:08,107 I pushed her to the brink. She never would've started the shots 586 00:26:08,131 --> 00:26:10,108 if I wasn't such a fat loser! 587 00:26:10,132 --> 00:26:13,418 Hey! This is not on you! Okay? 588 00:26:13,442 --> 00:26:15,848 We all make enough bad choices by ourselves. 589 00:26:15,872 --> 00:26:17,688 We don't need to take responsibility 590 00:26:17,712 --> 00:26:19,442 for other people's too. 591 00:26:22,852 --> 00:26:27,722 Why don't you tell me about your relationship with food? 592 00:26:28,852 --> 00:26:31,998 I've been on some kind of diet since I was seven years old. 593 00:26:32,022 --> 00:26:34,768 My mom and dad meant well, but... 594 00:26:34,792 --> 00:26:38,108 Both fat kids who didn't want me to suffer like they did. 595 00:26:38,132 --> 00:26:40,978 They were always watching everything I ate. 596 00:26:41,002 --> 00:26:44,232 Saying, "You don't want that." 597 00:26:44,842 --> 00:26:46,642 In front of my friends... 598 00:26:47,772 --> 00:26:49,218 Girls... 599 00:26:49,242 --> 00:26:51,218 I grew up feeling like 600 00:26:51,242 --> 00:26:54,782 my parents loved me more when I was in shape. 601 00:26:55,552 --> 00:26:57,412 That must have been really painful. 602 00:26:57,782 --> 00:27:00,652 I guess when Dawn took over my diet, it all came back. 603 00:27:01,552 --> 00:27:04,268 In the beginning, she loved me how I was. 604 00:27:04,292 --> 00:27:08,062 We'd make big meals, go out to nice dinners. 605 00:27:11,562 --> 00:27:13,662 She doesn't want to do that anymore. 606 00:27:14,142 --> 00:27:15,322 I love her, 607 00:27:15,602 --> 00:27:19,642 but it feels like she can't love me unless I change, like she did. 608 00:27:20,042 --> 00:27:22,518 And I want to. I want to do that for her. 609 00:27:22,542 --> 00:27:26,112 But you can't get healthy for Dawn. 610 00:27:27,142 --> 00:27:28,758 You have to do it for yourself. 611 00:27:29,214 --> 00:27:31,128 What if I can't? 612 00:27:31,152 --> 00:27:34,352 What is happening to you is not your fault. 613 00:27:35,122 --> 00:27:36,622 But getting better... 614 00:27:38,022 --> 00:27:39,522 that is your choice. 615 00:27:44,192 --> 00:27:46,378 Over the past few weeks, Katie's been working 616 00:27:46,402 --> 00:27:49,648 with her dad on being more honest with her feelings, 617 00:27:49,672 --> 00:27:53,448 so we felt it was the right time to get you two together 618 00:27:53,472 --> 00:27:56,372 and see what's going on. 619 00:27:56,842 --> 00:27:58,342 Katie? 620 00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:02,128 They're gonna get a divorce. 621 00:28:02,581 --> 00:28:04,088 What makes you say that? 622 00:28:04,112 --> 00:28:07,128 I saw on her phone, she was looking for apartments. 623 00:28:07,152 --> 00:28:09,568 - You took my phone? - Amy. 624 00:28:09,592 --> 00:28:12,522 - That's not the issue here. - I'm sorry. 625 00:28:12,992 --> 00:28:16,362 You're sorry? To her? 626 00:28:17,132 --> 00:28:18,408 Is it true? 627 00:28:18,847 --> 00:28:20,978 That you're looking at apartments? 628 00:28:21,002 --> 00:28:23,578 - Yes. - Does Michael know this? 629 00:28:23,602 --> 00:28:25,348 Not unless Katie told him. 630 00:28:25,372 --> 00:28:26,778 I didn't. 631 00:28:27,147 --> 00:28:29,988 What made you want to look through your mother's phone? 632 00:28:30,012 --> 00:28:32,588 Were you looking for something in particular? 633 00:28:32,612 --> 00:28:34,258 I wanted to read their texts. 634 00:28:34,641 --> 00:28:38,741 Anything you want to share? Or ask about? 635 00:28:43,752 --> 00:28:45,522 Are you sure? 636 00:28:51,502 --> 00:28:53,708 I don't understand 637 00:28:53,732 --> 00:28:56,302 how you can just give up on him. 638 00:29:08,352 --> 00:29:09,728 Hey. 639 00:29:10,087 --> 00:29:12,093 - First day back. - Yeah, 640 00:29:12,117 --> 00:29:14,433 just, uh, checking in on you. 641 00:29:14,457 --> 00:29:16,433 - I'm good. - I know you were having 642 00:29:16,457 --> 00:29:18,873 a strong reaction to the things you were remembering. 643 00:29:18,897 --> 00:29:21,033 Yeah, well, you know, I spent the last four days 644 00:29:21,057 --> 00:29:24,603 scrolling through a million snow globes online. 645 00:29:24,627 --> 00:29:26,513 Not that I know 646 00:29:26,537 --> 00:29:28,313 what I'm looking for. Just that there's snow. 647 00:29:28,337 --> 00:29:30,283 - And a globe. - Yeah. Those would be 648 00:29:30,307 --> 00:29:31,737 the two main ingredients. 649 00:29:32,137 --> 00:29:35,477 That must be like living in an episode of "Black Mirror." 650 00:29:36,107 --> 00:29:39,223 Oh, sorry. It's, um, kinda like "The Twilight Zone." 651 00:29:39,247 --> 00:29:41,093 Oh, yeah, I'm ready for Rod Serling 652 00:29:41,117 --> 00:29:43,923 to just come around the corner and explain it all to me. 653 00:29:45,217 --> 00:29:47,933 Hey. Looks like Dawn's waking up. 654 00:29:47,957 --> 00:29:49,327 Okay. 655 00:29:52,457 --> 00:29:53,957 What happened? 656 00:29:56,867 --> 00:29:58,467 You passed out. 657 00:29:59,237 --> 00:30:01,073 From malnutrition. 658 00:30:01,097 --> 00:30:02,743 I'm fine. 659 00:30:02,767 --> 00:30:04,943 I just didn't eat enough today. 660 00:30:04,967 --> 00:30:08,283 Stupid, I know. I swear it won't happen again. 661 00:30:08,307 --> 00:30:09,883 This isn't about today. 662 00:30:09,907 --> 00:30:12,593 Your labs indicate that this has been building 663 00:30:12,617 --> 00:30:14,893 for some time. Probably since you started 664 00:30:14,917 --> 00:30:15,894 taking the medication. 665 00:30:15,918 --> 00:30:17,763 I like how I look. 666 00:30:17,787 --> 00:30:18,987 How I feel. 667 00:30:19,787 --> 00:30:22,057 Do you like how you feel right now? 668 00:30:23,757 --> 00:30:27,073 When Sal got the diagnosis, we started the diet 669 00:30:27,097 --> 00:30:29,097 and the workouts to help him. 670 00:30:29,467 --> 00:30:32,073 I never thought about how much I weighed. 671 00:30:32,097 --> 00:30:34,143 Or how I looked. 672 00:30:34,167 --> 00:30:37,807 But I knew he wouldn't stick to it unless we did it together. 673 00:30:38,507 --> 00:30:42,407 At first, I hated every sit-up, every carrot stick. 674 00:30:43,107 --> 00:30:45,323 But then I started losing weight. 675 00:30:45,347 --> 00:30:47,677 And people noticed... 676 00:30:48,517 --> 00:30:50,217 saying I looked amazing. 677 00:30:50,747 --> 00:30:54,711 Not even in my 30's did I ever think I looked amazing. 678 00:30:54,763 --> 00:30:57,433 I felt lighter across the board. 679 00:30:58,836 --> 00:31:00,796 Less worried about Sal. 680 00:31:01,597 --> 00:31:03,203 And somewhere along the way, 681 00:31:03,227 --> 00:31:05,197 I think it wasn't about him anymore. 682 00:31:05,597 --> 00:31:08,173 I can't make you stop taking the medication. 683 00:31:08,197 --> 00:31:09,883 But I need you to hear me 684 00:31:09,907 --> 00:31:12,813 when I say that this behavior is the same behavior 685 00:31:12,837 --> 00:31:14,813 that made you so furious with Sal. 686 00:31:14,837 --> 00:31:18,153 No, it's not. Sal is having an affair 687 00:31:18,177 --> 00:31:20,323 with the drive-thru. He lied to me. 688 00:31:20,347 --> 00:31:21,793 And you think he's killing himself. 689 00:31:21,817 --> 00:31:23,193 Yes. 690 00:31:23,217 --> 00:31:24,947 And what do you think that you're doing? 691 00:31:31,457 --> 00:31:32,997 You summoned? 692 00:31:42,067 --> 00:31:44,083 You put me in a messed-up situation today. 693 00:31:44,107 --> 00:31:45,283 I only wanted to make... 694 00:31:48,737 --> 00:31:50,183 Do you think that's what I want 695 00:31:50,207 --> 00:31:52,193 after everything I've been through? 696 00:31:52,217 --> 00:31:53,853 Sorry, Shona, I didn't think you'd have 697 00:31:53,877 --> 00:31:56,563 this type of reaction... 698 00:31:56,587 --> 00:31:58,593 "How would it feel, Sonya, 699 00:31:58,617 --> 00:32:02,033 if I donated $10 million to your hospital? 700 00:32:02,057 --> 00:32:03,433 Would that feel good for you? 701 00:32:03,457 --> 00:32:05,003 Or would that feel, I don't know, 702 00:32:05,027 --> 00:32:08,557 manipulative and twisted and totally tone-deaf?" 703 00:32:10,367 --> 00:32:12,097 I don't understand. 704 00:32:14,767 --> 00:32:18,537 All I want is to be able to talk about what happened. 705 00:32:19,086 --> 00:32:20,492 How it hurt me. 706 00:32:20,637 --> 00:32:23,683 How what mom did hurt me. 707 00:32:23,707 --> 00:32:26,493 And for you to be able to just hear me 708 00:32:26,517 --> 00:32:28,463 without making excuses 709 00:32:28,487 --> 00:32:30,163 and trying to make it better 710 00:32:30,187 --> 00:32:31,717 or, or make it go away. 711 00:32:32,987 --> 00:32:34,957 Can you understand that? 712 00:32:38,587 --> 00:32:40,797 I'm an old-fashioned man, Sonya. 713 00:32:42,497 --> 00:32:44,927 I just didn't know what to do. 714 00:32:45,846 --> 00:32:48,676 I just told you, Baba. 715 00:32:50,337 --> 00:32:51,913 Did you hear me? 716 00:32:54,437 --> 00:32:56,750 I'll try, my dear. I promise you. 717 00:32:57,347 --> 00:32:58,917 I will try. 718 00:33:07,717 --> 00:33:09,057 Hey. 719 00:33:10,387 --> 00:33:12,333 The meds weren't strong enough. 720 00:33:12,357 --> 00:33:15,343 So we had to implant a vagal nerve stimulator. 721 00:33:15,367 --> 00:33:18,603 This is gonna help regulate your misfiring signals. 722 00:33:18,627 --> 00:33:22,537 No more epileptiform activity, Jess. So, you're clear. 723 00:33:24,907 --> 00:33:27,413 Would you two mind giving us the room? 724 00:33:27,437 --> 00:33:29,577 I wanna talk to my sister. 725 00:33:32,377 --> 00:33:34,193 I know you don't like spoilers. 726 00:33:34,217 --> 00:33:37,547 But it starts with me apologizing. 727 00:33:43,087 --> 00:33:44,927 - Thanks. - Yeah. 728 00:33:47,863 --> 00:33:49,503 You scared the hell outta me. 729 00:33:49,973 --> 00:33:51,579 I know. 730 00:33:51,697 --> 00:33:53,137 I'm sorry, Sal. 731 00:33:53,937 --> 00:33:56,483 At first, I thought this was my fault. 732 00:33:56,507 --> 00:33:58,213 The truth is, we both have issues 733 00:33:58,237 --> 00:34:00,013 and we've both been lying. 734 00:34:00,037 --> 00:34:01,583 I wasn't the one sneaking... 735 00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:03,183 No, you were just starving yourself. 736 00:34:03,207 --> 00:34:06,353 Really, you're gonna judge me? 737 00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:07,723 You judged me. 738 00:34:07,747 --> 00:34:11,193 Watching me all the time, breathing down my neck, 739 00:34:11,217 --> 00:34:12,433 trying to control everything. 740 00:34:12,457 --> 00:34:15,333 You made it worse. You made me wanna eat. 741 00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:16,933 I was trying to save your life! 742 00:34:16,957 --> 00:34:18,433 Just stop it! You know... 743 00:34:18,457 --> 00:34:20,303 This is what I'm talking about. 744 00:34:20,327 --> 00:34:22,243 Stop fighting all the time 745 00:34:22,267 --> 00:34:24,073 and listen to what I'm saying. 746 00:34:24,097 --> 00:34:26,397 You hurt me. 747 00:34:27,197 --> 00:34:30,937 I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you. 748 00:34:31,467 --> 00:34:33,577 - I love you, too. - Hm. 749 00:34:34,107 --> 00:34:35,623 And I'm gonna try to be healthy. 750 00:34:35,647 --> 00:34:37,177 I'm gonna do it for real this time. 751 00:34:37,647 --> 00:34:40,053 But I'm gonna do it for me, 752 00:34:40,077 --> 00:34:42,417 not cause I have a gun to my head. 753 00:34:44,087 --> 00:34:47,587 Thank you. That's amazing. 754 00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:53,473 I want you to stop taking the shots. 755 00:34:53,497 --> 00:34:57,044 - Sal... - I miss the way you were before. 756 00:34:58,007 --> 00:34:59,958 - Well, I don't. - I'm not gonna sit here 757 00:34:59,983 --> 00:35:02,183 and watch you kill yourself either. 758 00:35:04,067 --> 00:35:05,583 I'm not gonna beg you, Dawn. 759 00:35:06,004 --> 00:35:07,883 You need to see the truth and you need to do this 760 00:35:07,907 --> 00:35:09,407 for yourself. 761 00:35:10,777 --> 00:35:13,647 Promise me you'll stop taking the shots? 762 00:35:19,380 --> 00:35:20,626 Well done with the Murphys. 763 00:35:20,651 --> 00:35:23,097 Treating more than one patient on the same case 764 00:35:23,122 --> 00:35:25,368 can be very tricky. 765 00:35:25,497 --> 00:35:28,973 Sadly, I'm not sure the marriage is gonna last. 766 00:35:28,997 --> 00:35:31,203 Oh, it won't. 767 00:35:31,227 --> 00:35:33,243 Better they act on it sooner than later. 768 00:35:36,993 --> 00:35:39,763 That why you told me to leave Michael five years ago? 769 00:35:43,447 --> 00:35:45,817 - You remembered that. - I did. 770 00:35:47,017 --> 00:35:49,193 Telling a friend the truth always has risks, 771 00:35:49,217 --> 00:35:51,093 but you were worth it. 772 00:35:51,117 --> 00:35:53,593 That was the dinner I asked you 773 00:35:53,617 --> 00:35:56,203 about your first day back. 774 00:35:56,227 --> 00:35:58,827 Obviously, I didn't put it together 775 00:36:01,818 --> 00:36:04,124 I've lost eight years of memory 776 00:36:04,148 --> 00:36:08,064 and all of my relationships seem to have changed. 777 00:36:08,088 --> 00:36:09,288 So... 778 00:36:09,688 --> 00:36:11,258 it's a bit unsteadying. 779 00:36:12,698 --> 00:36:15,004 We haven't changed. 780 00:36:15,028 --> 00:36:16,904 And for what it's worth, 781 00:36:16,928 --> 00:36:20,974 I'm proud of how you handled yourself during that time. 782 00:36:21,413 --> 00:36:24,644 I know, you don't hear that very much. 783 00:36:25,125 --> 00:36:26,638 That's worth a lot. 784 00:36:28,169 --> 00:36:30,896 Why then did you go to Jake, 785 00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:33,818 instead of me, to put a roadblock up there? 786 00:36:35,178 --> 00:36:37,294 He's your superior. 787 00:36:37,318 --> 00:36:39,094 More appropriate that I talk to him. 788 00:36:39,118 --> 00:36:42,834 But I am open to hearing why you think that relationship 789 00:36:42,858 --> 00:36:46,298 is a good idea from a professional standpoint. 790 00:36:48,668 --> 00:36:51,768 There's a reason they call it "tough love." 791 00:36:52,328 --> 00:36:53,868 But it is love. 792 00:36:55,568 --> 00:36:56,814 And how's my little guy? 793 00:36:56,838 --> 00:36:59,554 He misses you. Mama misses you, too. 794 00:36:59,578 --> 00:37:01,724 Come in! 795 00:37:01,748 --> 00:37:03,154 Tell him I love him 796 00:37:03,178 --> 00:37:06,294 and I've been working super hard on my swaddling at the office. 797 00:37:06,318 --> 00:37:07,694 Why do I doubt that? 798 00:37:07,718 --> 00:37:09,324 - I love you. - Love you. 799 00:37:09,348 --> 00:37:11,124 I'll see you at home in a bit. 800 00:37:13,588 --> 00:37:15,434 Paternity leave was a little shorter 801 00:37:15,458 --> 00:37:17,904 than they might've liked. 802 00:37:17,928 --> 00:37:21,474 Hey, um, I just wanted to say thank you. 803 00:37:21,498 --> 00:37:27,244 I spoke to my father and it was the start of something, I hope. 804 00:37:27,268 --> 00:37:28,914 I'm so glad. 805 00:37:28,938 --> 00:37:31,144 But now you're in a pretty bad position 806 00:37:31,168 --> 00:37:32,684 with Max and the board. 807 00:37:32,708 --> 00:37:34,414 Plenty of billionaires who want to see 808 00:37:34,438 --> 00:37:35,708 their names on plaques. 809 00:37:36,078 --> 00:37:39,178 Why do I feel like you're just saying that to make me feel better? 810 00:37:41,478 --> 00:37:43,048 So what if I am? 811 00:37:50,988 --> 00:37:53,434 When I saw this, it reminded me 812 00:37:53,458 --> 00:37:56,174 of how much you used to love to go skating 813 00:37:56,198 --> 00:37:58,768 at The Oval on the day after Thanksgiving. 814 00:38:04,608 --> 00:38:06,878 Take it. I don't want it. 815 00:38:08,578 --> 00:38:10,178 Katie... 816 00:38:13,678 --> 00:38:15,994 Look, I know this has been hard, 817 00:38:16,018 --> 00:38:19,294 but I really want to try to make things better. 818 00:38:19,318 --> 00:38:21,464 Okay. How 'bout moving back home? 819 00:38:21,488 --> 00:38:24,364 We have talked about this so many times. 820 00:38:24,388 --> 00:38:27,534 Actually, we haven't. You just decided for everyone. 821 00:38:27,558 --> 00:38:30,274 It has been two years. 822 00:38:30,298 --> 00:38:31,904 And you decided 823 00:38:31,928 --> 00:38:34,814 that you wanted to go live with your dad full-time. 824 00:38:35,245 --> 00:38:36,851 You didn't just give up on him. 825 00:38:36,875 --> 00:38:38,651 You gave up on me. 826 00:38:38,675 --> 00:38:40,715 Sweetheart. 827 00:38:40,985 --> 00:38:42,831 - Come here. - Don't touch me! 828 00:38:42,855 --> 00:38:44,131 I don't want you to be so upset. 829 00:38:44,155 --> 00:38:46,231 Stop! The only thing you care about is Danny! 830 00:38:46,255 --> 00:38:48,725 He's gone and that's still all that matters! 831 00:39:02,705 --> 00:39:04,551 How was your shift? 832 00:39:04,575 --> 00:39:07,951 Uh... good. 833 00:39:07,975 --> 00:39:09,351 No more snow globes? 834 00:39:09,375 --> 00:39:11,991 When urgency becomes obsession, 835 00:39:12,015 --> 00:39:14,261 it's time to let go. 836 00:39:14,285 --> 00:39:17,461 Probably helps to be in the business of saving lives. 837 00:39:17,485 --> 00:39:20,675 Yeah. Helps keep your mind off your own crap. 838 00:39:21,455 --> 00:39:23,971 And occasionally, 839 00:39:23,995 --> 00:39:26,465 you learn something from the people you treat. 840 00:39:27,465 --> 00:39:28,725 Have a good night. 841 00:39:36,742 --> 00:39:37,742 Okay. 842 00:39:38,675 --> 00:39:41,321 - Hey. - Hey. 843 00:39:41,345 --> 00:39:44,351 Um, can you take that? How'd it go? 844 00:39:44,375 --> 00:39:46,121 - Really good, actually. - Yeah? 845 00:39:46,145 --> 00:39:48,091 It meant a lot to Jess that I brought it up. 846 00:39:48,115 --> 00:39:49,631 Obviously, I took all the credit for the idea. 847 00:39:49,655 --> 00:39:52,091 - Of course you did. - Her husband just got here, 848 00:39:52,115 --> 00:39:53,931 so once they started getting all lovey-dovey, 849 00:39:53,955 --> 00:39:55,301 I thought I'd give them some space. 850 00:39:55,325 --> 00:39:56,855 Probably wise. 851 00:39:57,525 --> 00:40:00,471 Looks like you're wrapping up here, so... 852 00:40:00,495 --> 00:40:03,571 any chance you might want to grab a drink with someone, 853 00:40:03,595 --> 00:40:05,341 I don't know, charismatic, 854 00:40:05,365 --> 00:40:09,435 who fills every room she walks into? 855 00:40:09,935 --> 00:40:12,405 I just got out of something kind of serious. 856 00:40:19,245 --> 00:40:23,491 My flight to New York leaves at 9 AM. 857 00:40:23,515 --> 00:40:26,325 I'm not looking for anything serious. 858 00:40:32,665 --> 00:40:36,971 Dr. Clark. Sorry to make you come back to HR, 859 00:40:36,995 --> 00:40:39,411 but somehow, we're missing three forms. 860 00:40:39,435 --> 00:40:41,005 No problem. 861 00:40:41,935 --> 00:40:44,581 Any chance you're the daughter of Brian Clark? 862 00:40:44,605 --> 00:40:47,251 - Yes. - I see the resemblance. 863 00:40:47,275 --> 00:40:50,951 He was a great doctor. Kind. Funny. 864 00:40:50,975 --> 00:40:52,961 Never met a dad joke he didn't like. 865 00:40:53,418 --> 00:40:55,878 He really got a raw deal here. 866 00:40:58,485 --> 00:41:00,225 What do you mean? 867 00:41:00,725 --> 00:41:04,301 Nothing. Sorry, long day. 868 00:41:04,325 --> 00:41:05,725 You're all set. 869 00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:10,411 Did something happen before he left here? 870 00:41:10,435 --> 00:41:13,811 Not that I know of. You just said he got a raw deal. 871 00:41:13,835 --> 00:41:15,041 I-I shouldn't have. I-I-I don't... 872 00:41:15,065 --> 00:41:17,451 Please! Tell me what you know. 873 00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:19,085 Why don't you just ask your father? 874 00:41:19,705 --> 00:41:22,121 I would. But he killed himself 875 00:41:22,145 --> 00:41:24,445 three months after he left this hospital. 876 00:41:26,215 --> 00:41:28,221 If you don't tell me, 877 00:41:28,245 --> 00:41:30,831 I will go to Dr. Hamda and I will report 878 00:41:30,855 --> 00:41:33,055 that you violated confidentiality. 879 00:41:33,955 --> 00:41:35,831 Hannah, please don't do this. 880 00:41:35,855 --> 00:41:37,695 You opened the door. 881 00:41:38,025 --> 00:41:41,495 Now, I need to know what's on the other side. 882 00:41:42,595 --> 00:41:44,941 All I know is your father 883 00:41:44,965 --> 00:41:47,781 filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larsen, 884 00:41:47,805 --> 00:41:50,435 and a week later, he was gone.